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where all the other young lovers are found...Sunday, Nov. 29, 2009 | 11:32 PM i went for a walk today, for the first time since my mom went to the hospital. i was feeling depressed and the little bit of sunshine drew me outside. i started at the park and then walked a little bit around the very small neighborhood. when i ended up back at the park, i was tired, but not yet ready to leave the sunshine. so i sat down on a bench. i was near the parking lot and started thinking about when i had been sitting there before. i remembered the times that i sat there, waiting and watching for that motorcycle to pull into the parking lot. i remember fearing that he wouldn't show up, but he did. i remember his cute little wave. now david is my california dreamer. i am being honest when i say that i hope that his dreams of going to berkeley come true... and if they don't, i will share in his disappointment. but i am also being honest when i say that if (when) he moves away to california, i will be crushed. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. |