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wake up callSaturday, Apr. 12, 2008 | 7:28 PM so i had this dream today. it was a very creepy, scary dream. there was this battle going on, between God and some sort of evil forces. the evil forces were wanting me to do these things. they were weird things that made no sense, and i hardly even remember what they were... but i was doing them, because i was afraid of this evilness. as i kept doing them though, i kept getting more and more scared. finally, God came and made me realize what was going on. he wanted me to resist these evil forces and not do what they were telling me to do. i started praying. i was so scared, and i prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed. as i did so, they started backing down and going away. then, in the end, i was comforted by God's presence and my freedom from the evilness.
i feel a lot better now. i feel like i can really stop it now. i don't feel like i'm being held by this thing anymore. i feel like i'm ready now. i kept telling myself before, i don't feel ready. but now i am!! this song has sorta...spoken to me lately, and now, especially today... there is no guilt here ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. |