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i should be in bedMonday, Mar. 10, 2008 | 8:12 AM youth group is depressing again. it's been at melissa's apartment, where everyone is all stuck in basically one room. i now have no opportunities to talk to anyone or anything. even if someone does ask me something, i can't say much... there's other people all around. not to mention, it's extremely more uncomfortable for me now. we're all sitting in a circular fasion all looking at each other... and there is no escape!! i cannot escape the horrid scary circle...i can't even back out of it. and sometimes joel sits next to me, so when he's talking, everyone is looking in my direction. all those people's eyes... the thought of it makes me cringe. sigh. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. |