will it ever end?

Saturday, Aug. 25, 2007 | 10:53 AM

i know i keep talking about all this physical stuff that's going on with me, and i know it's probably boring, and maybe a little awkward... but it is so bothersome. i need to vent, or something.

i have a really bad stomach ache again, and again i'm losing sleep over it. i hate it. i keep feeling bad, and i have no comfort. i just lay there or sit there and suffer... silently. am i doing this to myself? sometimes i feel like the antihistamines are still affecting me. kinda like that time with the vicodin, i was afraid for a while that it was still affecting me.

i have another problem now. well actually, i've been having it for a while. i was hoping it would just go away, but instead it's getting worse. remember when i wrote about this in a previous entry:

i began having this problem. always feeling like i had to go to the bathroom, but couldn't. it started getting really annoying, and i was beginning to think that there was something wrong with me, until i started reading some more about these things i was taking. this here website and many others lists "difficulty with urination" as a rare side effect.

i'm still having that problem, and it's getting worse. i'm beginning to think that it actually wasn't related to the pills. now i don't just feel like i gotta go... i feel like i gotta go really bad. all the time. it's getting really bothersome.

this all sucks. i just want to feel normal again.

maybe i should go to the doctor.

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