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Monday, Oct. 19, 2009 | 2:39 AM

i'm in my room. my parents are asleep. whiley and jessie are in the hallway thing between the kitchen, the laundry room and my room. bubble is in here with me.

i was standing next to my bed, thinking about david moving away to california next year, when i heard a weird noise. it sounded like a dog howling. i've never heard any of my dogs howl. it sounded fake.

i went into the hall. jessie stood up and whiley kept laying there. i asked him if he was ok. he leaned up a bit while i petted him and everything seemed fine.

it was weird. creepy. shook me up a bit. i'm a little scared.

and i feel like i am failing... i am failing. i'm failing life and i'm going to lose everything.

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