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i wasn't ready

Thursday, Jul. 23, 2009 | 1:56 AM

how can there be life without sherby. how can life go on without sherby here in my room. how can something like sherby cease to exist. she wasn't a cat. i won't say she was like a person, but she wasn't like a cat. loki and binky are some sort of subspecies compared to sherby. i love them but they are just cats. sherby wasn't a cat.

we were best friends when we were younger.

the way she sniffed at the syringe before it killed her... she still had life in her. i wish i hadn't seen it. i keep repeating it in my head.

i'm having trouble thinking that i did "the right thing." i feel horrible. they pushed me to do it, i wasn't ready.

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