sarah's life these days... and videos

Wednesday, Jul. 02, 2008 | 1:43 AM

i have been slacking on writing here, but i have kind of a good reason.

the thyroid medication i have been taking has been making me feel better. i'm no longer tired all the time, every day. i have more energy, and as a result, i am less lazy and more active. i haven't been lazy about cleaning animal cages and things. i actually clean things every day that i used to clean only once every few days, or even just once a week or less. this is now taking a chunk of time out of my every day.

i also still take care of paloma twice a week, go to youth group, and am now hanging out with melissa once each week. that leaves just three days a week where i don't have to leave the house, but i have also been going to the store with my parents, and going to the park with bubble more often.

my nights have also been filled with conversation with a friend again. i've made a new one. his name is david, he's 22 years old, and he actually lives in oregon...salem speficially. and yes, he's an online friend. however, that may be changing soon.

i've also been reading a lot about social anxiety, and realizing that there is a way that i can possibly overcome it. it's called cognitive behavioral therapy. i've been spending much of my free time reading a cbt book called, "overcoming social anxiety and shyness," which has been very recommended by people on a social anxiety forum that i've been visiting.

so, i've had less time to write here.

all in all, life is going ok, and i have a lot of hope of improving myself and my life that i haven't had in a long time. i have still been getting depressed, though.... and i still miss bryce a ton.

i'm going to try to write here more often again, because i miss it, and if there's ever a time of my life that i should document, it's now.

with all that said... i'll definitely be writing more on david soon.

in the meantime, here are some videos that are still waiting for me to post here...

my baby ferret, bindy

my last video featuring my beloved frisky

yoshi, the spazzy ferret

sharky as a baby, playing with this buddies

me playing with sharky

yoshi, frisky and sharky

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