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bubble, melissa and my thyroid

Tuesday, Jun. 10, 2008 | 3:32 AM

i have some things i need to do. i need to post some voicemails on my voicemail site, i need to work on the eastgate site, and i need to WRITE! i have been neglecting this so very much.

i have many things to share with you, whoever you are.

the obedience class with bubble ended. on the last day, we had a test, and bubble got the highest score!! i was so excited! i am so proud of her. check it out:

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i hung out with melissa recently. i walked to the church and joined her there while she was working. (she's working there now, by the way.) i had really wanted to talk, but we mostly ended up working on stuff on the computer.

at first we looked through some possible pictures for the website, and she gave me some files of information to add to the site. i didn't pay a huge amount of attention at this point, because i was feeling so depressed and nervous and just wanted to talk. i had hopes of talking until she asked me to help her with making a logo to be displayed at church during the slideshow stuff or whatever. at that point i shoved my feelings aside and actually focused and helped and stuff.

if you ask me for help, and you're my friend, then you're gonna get it.

since we didn't get to talk, we made plans to hang out on sunday.

so sunday rolled around, and i found myself sitting on their couch, awkwardly trying to talk. i told them about walking to winco, and i cried again.

i hope that i haven't annoyed them with my crying in their presence so many times. i kinda feels good to cry to something other than a computer screen or a bunch of cats.

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i had a blood test taken last thursday, and i got the results on saturday. there's good news...my liver is ok. yay! however, i have hypothyroidism. i had already been suspecting this...i have a TON of it's symptoms.

so, this is kinda good news, because it means that with simple medication, i should be feeling a lot healthier in a few weeks or so. some things that have plagued me for a long time (like fatigue and weakness) might actually go away. wouldn't that be nice?

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