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things are good (for now)

Thursday, Apr. 24, 2008 | 2:10 AM

the longer i'm off of those pills, the more i realize how much they changed me. that whole thing... it really wasn't me. honestly. it was so not me at all. it was...i don't know...i snapped.

i think i'm finally able to get out of ruts that i was stuck in for a long time. like laziness. i was being SO lazy about doing things like cleaning the litterbox and cleaning the ferret cage and a bunch of other things. it was terrible. now i've finally been able to overcome this laziness. i've been getting up and getting things done, and then afterwards i get to feel that sense of accomplishment. as good as it feels to just lay around and do nothing all day, it somehow feels better to not just lay around and do nothing all day.

i also feel healthier. i still have issues...i still have that pain a lot...but in other ways, i do feel a lot healthier.

and tonight, finally, i actually read some of the bible again. i feel guilty admitting this, but it had really been a long time. i hope to do this tomorrow and the next day and the next day and so on. i really need it.

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i'd also like to mention that bubble did REALLY well the dog obedience class today (the today that ended two hours ago.) i am so proud of her.

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