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Monday, Apr. 07, 2008 | 9:45 PM

i had a weird experience this morning. i think it was around 8 am. i got out of bed to go to the bathroom, and i found that my coordination and balance was all messed up. i had to fall against walls and stuff as i stumbed my way through the kitchen. it was weird. i seriously only took the desyrel and two melatonins.

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i've been pretty lazy lately, and not spending as much time i should with my animals. i keep telling myself that when i feel better, i'll get back on track with things.

by "better" i mean not so weak, and sick, and tired, and depressed.

i pretty much feel ok at the moment, but now i'm stuck in this rut of laziness. i need to break out of it. my will is so weak, and i completely lack self discipline. i'm not sure how to fix that.

i've got so many things about myself that i need to fix. i don't even know where to begin.

and i just realized... the word "discipline" is pretty similar to the word "disciple." isn't that interesting.

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i think i'll post some pictures that i've taken recently, so they don't pile up...


a while ago, i took some pictures of my room, or rather, bits of my room. i could have taken like five hundred, but i got tired or something. so, yeah, this is on my door.


i just noticed the irony here, when i was taking these pictures. you also might notice the tacs that are taped pointy side up to the shelf there, and wonder why that that is. the answer is...that's how i keep the cats from jumping up there.


lolly broke my name.


my cats have shredded my chair.


here's another picture of sharky, after he got neutered. isn't he the cutest ball of ferret fluff ever??


look at all these little tonsil stones that came from just one tonsil stone harvesting!

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