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randomMonday, Apr. 07, 2008 | 9:45 PM i had a weird experience this morning. i think it was around 8 am. i got out of bed to go to the bathroom, and i found that my coordination and balance was all messed up. i had to fall against walls and stuff as i stumbed my way through the kitchen. it was weird. i seriously only took the desyrel and two melatonins. ... i've been pretty lazy lately, and not spending as much time i should with my animals. i keep telling myself that when i feel better, i'll get back on track with things. by "better" i mean not so weak, and sick, and tired, and depressed. i pretty much feel ok at the moment, but now i'm stuck in this rut of laziness. i need to break out of it. my will is so weak, and i completely lack self discipline. i'm not sure how to fix that. i've got so many things about myself that i need to fix. i don't even know where to begin. and i just realized... the word "discipline" is pretty similar to the word "disciple." isn't that interesting. ... i think i'll post some pictures that i've taken recently, so they don't pile up...
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