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...but God is still goodThursday, Nov. 15, 2007 | 5:10 PM i didn't go to school on tuesday, and i'm not going today either. i just don't feel up to it. i feel so weak and energyless. it still seems like it's just getting worse and worse. the whole day is hard. it takes so much energy to just get up off the floor after cleaning something. it takes so much energy to just lift my foot over the gate between the kitchen and living room. it take so much energy to just make myself something to eat. if i move around too much, i begin to shake. i spend most of the day laying down in bed or on the couch. now there's so many things i have to do, it's overwhelming. when i walk sometimes it all gets dizzy and fuzzy and black and i have to sit down or collapse against the wall. i feel like i'm just slowly fading away. what is wrong with me? i don't know. maybe i've just lost my will or something. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. ...................... .......................................... ............................................. .......................... ....................... .......................... ................................................... ................................ .................. |