to rid myself of all but love

Monday, Nov. 05, 2007 | 4:11 AM

you should listen to this song. right now. because it's how i'm feeling. ...except for the selfish pride part, though i'm sure i have some of that as well. and pay attention to the lyrics too.

"take my world apart
i am on my knees
take my world apart
broken on my knees"

i want God to come down and just break my world all apart. rip me from my comfort zone. take away all that i think i need but really don't. just crash it all down. tear down this old building and build something better in its place. take my world, God, take it! take it take it take it! destroy it, i don't want it anymore. i am holding on too tightly to things that i shouldn't. just take it all and get it over with.

"take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that i despise
speak the words i can't deny
watch the world i used to love
fall to dust and blow away"

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