strangely bored

Thursday, Jun. 28, 2007 | 8:08 PM

i have this weird feeling of boredom. it's strange, because i haven't been bored very much lately. it's been a while since i sat around wondering what to do. i feel like i should be doing something, almost as if there's something in particular i should be doing, but i don't know or can't remember what it is. it's almost eerie.

bryce convinced me last night to sell this mac on ebay. it turns out that the operating system on it is too old to run firefox or safari, so unless i buy a newer operating system, i can't really use it for what i wanted to use it for. i was posting the ad, just about to click the "continue and save" button, when i suddenly felt guilty. i can't just turn around and sell a computer that tara gave to me for free.

so i called tara, and talked to her about it. she said she'll ask her mom if she knows anyone that wants it. if not, and i get the ok to sell it, i'll offer her half the money. it's only fair. so the downside of that is if she does find someone that wants it, i lose it, and don't even have it here to sit there and look pretty. oh well. easy come easy go.

i was gonna use the money to go towards my little dog fund. i think i've mentioned here about how i feel more comfortable around people when i have an animal with me. that probably sounds silly, but it's true. i've been wanting, for some time now, a little dog that i can carry around with me. you ever notice people taking their small dogs into stores, carrying them around or putting them in the cart? i wanna do that. i also wanna possibly take it to youth group.

of course my dad was against it for a long time. i continued to talk to him about it, and brought it up every time i saw someone carrying their little dog. finally he said, "those things aren't cheap."

"i know," i said.

"show me 400 dollars, and then we'll look."

he doesn't think i can save up 400 dollars, but i can. so i'll show him 400 dollars, and then we'll look. i've talked to him a little more about it, and i think he was serious about what he said. i know i am.

a couple months ago, my parents offered me 66 dollars a week to keep the dog hair swept up, and the dog poop picked up. those were the two things i was really slacking on, and the two things that really bothered my dad. so they offered this deal, because they knew i needed money, and because they wanted these things done. so for the past few months, i have been keeping up on those things, and have been getting this money. so all i have to do is try to refrain from buying things, and i should have 400 dollars in no time, especially with google giving me a 112 dollars in about a week here, and selling my bunnies for 20 dollars each.

so really, i don't even need to sell the mac. additional money is always nice though.

oh well. i suppose there are a few things i should do. i guess i'll go do them.

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