i wanna smash things and break them and shatter them to itty bitty pieces

Tuesday, May. 22, 2007 | 8:11 AM

sitting on the floor, crying in frustration, pounding on the wood until my hand hurts, yelling, "STOP IT!!" at the top of my lungs until my throat hurts... and this stupid animal just won't stop scratching, scratching, scratching away at the walls. my dad comes in and gets mad at me because i'm screaming. i am frustrated beyond words. i almost never get a good night (or whatever) of sleep. i am always tired. if it's not one thing, it's another. the cats, the ferret, my parents, stuff outside. i'd be better off if i just couldn't hear.

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